hihi..welcome home

hi my fren..i've to say sorry cos i've been long time didn't update my blog d..hehe..
during the holiday,i've enjoyed alot of activities...haha

actually,it's alomost the same very day...
hang out wif my dear
hang out wif my bro
went to swim alone
went to shopping alone

my holiday is extremely bored..haha


i hope to have an enjoyable activities..

but it seem like holiday is going to end soon..haiz..

my homework till not yet done..omg..

gt flu now after swam ytd...quite serious..
any one care about me???haha..funny

stop here..

Out Of My Control..

I've many thing to think but I don't know what for I think about them..I trying my self don't to think about them..but it seen like very difficult..I don't know what happen..I just know I very moody..many think came out from my mind..I've trying very hard to forget..think the sweet memory..but..

I just wan to cry out..I think may be this is the only way I can do..

To forget my fan nao,i try to pretend busy,busy n busy..try to find something work..try to chat wif my fren..try to do many thing..but at the end,i till thinking about them..

I very pressure..I had tried to be optimistic..but it hard..I'm a negetive thinking person..I like to think negetive then positive..I dont't know why I will like that..May be I scare to gt hurt..

When the memory came out..my tear droped..

Celebrate My Birthday..

Today I went to Gurney with my daddy,Ai Ee,n Yih Fei..We went to red box and sang a lot of song..Fei's voice very well..He sang a lot of old fashion song..that really match with his voice..We keep clapping our hand once he sang finish a song..I received 2 presents from AiEe and Fei..They bought me a Tabung and Photo frame..It really cute..haha..love it..

Night,we plane to watch movie..but at the end we didn't watch it..Just Fei and his friends watch that movie, daddy and I went to shopping and he bought me a Big bear..haha..happy!!

I received a school bag from my KL cousin too..She bought me at 4 of April,it is because she came back to penang for cheng beng..Her birthday was the next day of my birthday---11 of April..then I bought her a necklace..She choose that necklace(she like it very much)..


here some photo
Bought By Daddy




Presents

4 of April-------Cheng Beng

Tomorrow I going to cheng beng my grandpa(my father's father)..last week i had 'visited' him already..That time was cheng beng my grandpa n grandma(mother's parents)..they were placing at the same place--Tanjung Bunga,so after praying my grandparents,my mother bring us to pray my grandpa..I had forget where was his 'house'..haha..my brother and I were using a lot of time to find it..Finally my mother found it..There is just a simple pray for him,because I knew that tomorrow I will come again to pray him..
I think tomorrow I will get a sun's bath..For sure i will getting dark after i back to home..
Wishes that tomorrow the sun will hide by the cloud..

Learn how to forget...

Learn how to forget..
Learn how to forgive..
Learn how to appreciate some one that gave u happiness..
I will learn all about it..
I promise i won't ask again,i won't say it again,i won't..
I will try my best to forget about it n try to think the happiness happened between us..
I knew tat sometime telling lie to me is for my own good but I don't like..I rather to hear the bad news then gt lie by some one..
But now I will try to learn everything,included trying to accept people's lies..

very unhappy..

something make me very unhappy..
something make me lost of control..
i cannot be so childish any more..
i need to be mature thinking..
everything happen around us is out of our control..
is does not easy as we think..
we need to hardcore when we wanna gt our target..
it does not easy..
it hard..
it make me very pressure..
may be i think too much..
may be i din think for future..
holly shit..



damn..ahhhhh..what should i do???how??

t.t

getting tired n tired nowadays..

today night coming a pair of couple to my store..they were choosing a suitable necklace to match wif the lady's dinner dress..she told me tat her dress was fully black n ask for my opinion wat type of necklace suitable for her dress..

i was shocking when she speaking eng wif me..i wanna to ask her' can u speak mandarin?'..but i scare gt laugh by them..so i force to speak eng wif them.my english is really holly shit..i dare not to speak more then one word to them except they asking me 'how much is tis'..omg..

getting tired n tired nowaday..my brain n limb was lazy to move when the alarm rang at 8.00a.m every day..i wish i can sleep over 12 p.m every day..tat will be such a good dreams..hahahah...


time for me to sleep...good 9 my dear..

伤心的一天。。

haiz..心情跟昨天一样。。还是没有任何变化。。早上早餐吃了一半，就回房继续看[学警阻击]..这一集我看到laughing被揭穿是卧底了。。被逼送到死路。。看到他死的那一杀那，心里觉得很疼痛。。好人为什么往往会死得那么早。。。而坏人永远都会逍遥法外。。脑里突然出现很多画面。。让我回想很多不愉快的事情。。人生就是这样。。我们不会知道下一秒会发生什么事情。。



过后想再吃回我的早餐。。不料到早餐已给别人吃完了。。很不开心。。每次总是这样的。。haiz...

今天是我农历生日哦哦。。。

今天我下午4.30就放工了。。然后就去剪头发。。剪了新发型哦。。今天我到阿姨家吃steamboot.食物都很丰富。。还拍了很多张照片。。回到家10.30了。。然后才来上网。。今天不是很开心的一天。。。还好而已。。

情绪有时候我们人自己是控制不了的。。。心情不好是什么东西也自然会觉得不好。。。


好想有人陪再身边。。

生病了。。

凄惨的一天。。昨天凌晨下了一场大雨。。我温暖的小房房顿时变得很冷。。弟弟又开冷气。。简直全身都麻痹了。。一直醒来咳个不停。。咳到上厕所把我吃过的宵夜全吐出来了。。


早上跟平常一样八点就起床了。。吃了早餐，又在睡回。。直到下午4.30我到qb去做工了。。


辛苦了一天。。现在终于回来了。。