Out Of My Control..

I've many thing to think but I don't know what for I think about them..I trying my self don't to think about them..but it seen like very difficult..I don't know what happen..I just know I very moody..many think came out from my mind..I've trying very hard to forget..think the sweet memory..but..

I just wan to cry out..I think may be this is the only way I can do..

To forget my fan nao,i try to pretend busy,busy n busy..try to find something work..try to chat wif my fren..try to do many thing..but at the end,i till thinking about them..

I very pressure..I had tried to be optimistic..but it hard..I'm a negetive thinking person..I like to think negetive then positive..I dont't know why I will like that..May be I scare to gt hurt..

When the memory came out..my tear droped..

Celebrate My Birthday..

Today I went to Gurney with my daddy,Ai Ee,n Yih Fei..We went to red box and sang a lot of song..Fei's voice very well..He sang a lot of old fashion song..that really match with his voice..We keep clapping our hand once he sang finish a song..I received 2 presents from AiEe and Fei..They bought me a Tabung and Photo frame..It really cute..haha..love it..

Night,we plane to watch movie..but at the end we didn't watch it..Just Fei and his friends watch that movie, daddy and I went to shopping and he bought me a Big bear..haha..happy!!

I received a school bag from my KL cousin too..She bought me at 4 of April,it is because she came back to penang for cheng beng..Her birthday was the next day of my birthday---11 of April..then I bought her a necklace..She choose that necklace(she like it very much)..


here some photo
Bought By Daddy




Presents

4 of April-------Cheng Beng

Tomorrow I going to cheng beng my grandpa(my father's father)..last week i had 'visited' him already..That time was cheng beng my grandpa n grandma(mother's parents)..they were placing at the same place--Tanjung Bunga,so after praying my grandparents,my mother bring us to pray my grandpa..I had forget where was his 'house'..haha..my brother and I were using a lot of time to find it..Finally my mother found it..There is just a simple pray for him,because I knew that tomorrow I will come again to pray him..
I think tomorrow I will get a sun's bath..For sure i will getting dark after i back to home..
Wishes that tomorrow the sun will hide by the cloud..