Out Of My Control..

I've many thing to think but I don't know what for I think about them..I trying my self don't to think about them..but it seen like very difficult..I don't know what happen..I just know I very moody..many think came out from my mind..I've trying very hard to forget..think the sweet memory..but..

I just wan to cry out..I think may be this is the only way I can do..

To forget my fan nao,i try to pretend busy,busy n busy..try to find something work..try to chat wif my fren..try to do many thing..but at the end,i till thinking about them..

I very pressure..I had tried to be optimistic..but it hard..I'm a negetive thinking person..I like to think negetive then positive..I dont't know why I will like that..May be I scare to gt hurt..

When the memory came out..my tear droped..